Thoughts on Paper

Sat, 02 Sep 2006 23:32:23 GMT

So im @ my house waitin...im always waitin...

I luv my friends. they rock.

We were @ sarahs yesterday adn we played the dirty minds game. I was partners with albert. We kiked sum reasonable ass.

Also watched anchorman, i have 2 admit it wasnt as good as joe and albert made it seem but i luv steve carrell. hes awesum.

i luv joe, as much of a prick he is, i heart that boy.

Angel took me and joe home. We got in sumwut of a penny war w/ andy albert and bryan in the othger car. they followed us. it was bad. lol but fun.

I miss angel. we dont get 2 hang out like last year lol.

So skools alright. No complaints there..yet....

w/e. im in like lol...kinda...

OH! jus stopped waitin. dont u wish other times wen ur waitin take as fast as this? lol

Madea

Sat, 22 Jul 2006 23:12:47 GMT

I put everybody that comes into my life in a category of a tree.

Some people are like the leaves on a tree. The wind blows, they over here. They're unstable. It blows the other way, they're over there. Season change, they wither and they're gone. That's all right. Most people in the wolrd are like that. They're just there to take from the tree and give shade every now and then. That's all they do. But don't get mad at people like that. That's who they are. Theyre ain't gonna ever be anything more.

Some people are like a branch. You have to be careful with those branches cause they'll fool you. They're there and make you think they're a good frined and they're real strong but the minute you step out there on them, they'll break and leave you high and dry.

But if you find yourself 2 or 3 people in your life that are like the root at the bottom of that tree, you are blessed, cause that kind of people ain't goin nowhere/ They ain't worried about being seen. Don't nobody have to know that they know you. They ain't got to know what they doing for you. But if them roots weren't there, that tree couldn't live.

A tree can have 100 million branches but only a few roots down at the bottom to make sure it gets what it needs.

When you get you some roots, hold onto them but everything else, let it go...

Wed, 15 Mar 2006 22:13:10 GMT

bro, i got a lil dark from the fcat beach days...

i DONT WANNA PEEL!!!!!!!!!!

Mon, 06 Mar 2006 01:04:41 GMT

omg proms around the corner....

Thu, 09 Feb 2006 02:33:25 GMT

my friends fukin rock bro

Wed, 08 Feb 2006 03:02:44 GMT

IZ MY BIRTHDAY BIATCHES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

well @ least in a couple of hours

Wed, 01 Feb 2006 22:56:23 GMT

STRESS FREE IS THE WAY 2 BE!!!!

Lo que pido

Sun, 29 Jan 2006 02:42:18 GMT

De rodillas yo te pido

escucha mi oración

de una humilde enamorada

que entregó su corazón

Desde que se fue el amor

no he dejado de sufrir

sin cariño no sé qué será de mí

No es tanto lo que pido mi querido redentor

Mi plegaria es muy sencilla

sólo quiero aquel amor

he pasado tantas noches anhelando su pasión

y que vuelva a sonreír mi corazón

Santo santo yo te canto

santo de mi devoción

santo santo yo te pido

conquistar su corazón

Santo santo yo te ruego

ponle fin a este dolor

Devuélveme aquel cariño

santo santo del amor

I AINT SCARED OF NO PO PO!!!

Fri, 20 Jan 2006 21:50:20 GMT

PARLI PRO TEAM B GOIN 2 STATES NIGGGGAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH!!!!!!

congrats 2 evry1 else who made it 2 states and evry1 else did great u know...

its so toasty in my house....

Mon, 16 Jan 2006 04:43:55 GMT

so i had another of my gettys 2night, i'll tell u, there have been better 1s...

I GOT MY CLASS RING!!! i like it, i wanna get it resized tho it fits a wee bit big :( o well...

So i wanna watch annapolis this friday, EVRY1 HAS 2 GOOOO!!!! lol but it has 2 b friday cuz i have plans both saturday and sunday

WEDNESDAYS FBLA COMPETITION!!!!! we're so gonna kik ass :D!!! team b u know it!!!

um yea i have nuthin more 2 say so holla!!!

ps, 2moros MLK day...think w/e u want joseph and albert, insult niggers all u want

quizzes....i dont wanna do hw :(

Mon, 09 Jan 2006 22:25:12 GMT

WELL THATS JUS FUKIN GREAT! this tells me nuthin :(

You scored as DD cup. WOW, but not quite there yet

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DD cup

80%

C cup

65%

D cup

65%

B cup

55%

F cup

40%

A cup

30%

What size boobs are you supposed to have?
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YAY MY FAVE!! Note:: black is last!

You scored as Orange. You are orange. You are an individual.

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Orange

75%

Rainbow

67%

Blue

67%

Yellow

58%

Red

50%

Green

50%

White

33%

Purple

25%

Black

17%

What color are you?!?
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30 You like dick, and there's no point in hiding it <<--- i have nuthin 2 say lmao

You scored as A mouth gall. You like the mouth, watching it talk, watching it move in those sexy ways. Sure it might not be the very most erotic part on a man, but there's just something about them that really sets the mood.

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A mouth gall

100%

personality

90%

A butt gall

90%

A crotch person

80%

An eyes woman

75%

Abs woman

50%

A chest chick

40%

What are you attracted to in a guy
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I really should get 2 my math IA

Mon, 09 Jan 2006 00:44:32 GMT

You either are black or you think you are<--lmao guess wut i put?

You scored as "Ghetto". You are what you are! Just don't talk to me...

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"Ghetto"

80%

Hot

67%

Punk

60%

Emo Kid

53%

Geek/Nerd

47%

Goth

47%

Jock

40%

Prep

33%

Stoner

27%

Loner

13%

What Highschool Clique Do You Belong To?
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so sick of wishing he were still here...

Sun, 08 Jan 2006 17:21:23 GMT

You scored as Journalism. You are an aspiring journalist, and you should major in journalism! Like me, you are passionate about writing and expressing yourself, and you want the world to understand your beliefs through writing.

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Theater

100%

Journalism

100%

Sociology

100%

Philosophy

92%

Linguistics

92%

Psychology

83%

Mathematics

75%

Dance

75%

English

67%

Biology

58%

Engineering

58%

Anthropology

58%

Art

50%

Chemistry

25%

What is your Perfect Major? (PLEASE RATE ME!!<3)
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2day i want a slllluuuuut

Sat, 07 Jan 2006 20:26:28 GMT

so 2night going bowlin w/ the click lol. damn i hope its all that and a bag of chips lol. I hope marcus can go cuz i never c his black ass anymore. Well i'll c him over summer since we takin a class @ FIU. Wut class? not sure lol...he'll pik it. I jus hope it aint @ the same time or day i have the class imma take w/ albert @ MDCC Interamerican lol. Unless of course i get a car 2 b able 2 make that trip but i doubt that :-(

This week was not THAT bad. i bounced back pretty well. All my damn teachers want papers due the same week and im not even stressin it. It'll b done. Ap registration fuked me. and i went ahead and checked out my ap/ib tests next year, still fuked lol.

Um startin parli pros fa sho now...competitions the 18th @ braddock. I HOPE I C MY FRIENDS! but wut r the odds, there like 41949494164971616 ppl in that skool. Hope i do good lol.

ppl still hatin on niggers. they only lik niggars.

Speakin of niggErs, i hate him. I cant get over him. I havent even spoken 2 him in a week. I mean theres always sum1 else but this bitch jus wont fukin disappear! ugh, fuk a nigga named luv, amen elena. Luvs 4 weak minded ppl, right albert? W/e...

Will someone care?

Wed, 04 Jan 2006 04:06:41 GMT

so sum of my friends are evaluating their lives and im sry 2 say, theyre gettin it wrong

y cant ppl c how great they are? y cant ppl 4get the past? y cant ppl change? Full of WHYs! i cant talk tho cuz even tho it seems like im carefree, problemfree, cmon, u guys were taught not 2 judge a book by its cover. Im not 1 2 send my problems into space, especially the internet space but theyre not a big deal. I also cant dwell on other ppls problems altho i try 2 help but y r we so blind? Y did the greater being who created us (whoever u think he/she is) give us eyes wen we're so blind 2 so many aspects of life? Y were we given memory if we cant cut and edit ppl, events, and days from it? How can ppl become better if they dont change? or worse, for that matter. I'm not tryin 2 bring down those special few lol but im jus sayin, liek the mobster do, fugedaboutit. I think to b free 4 us we jus have 2 b happy. "Well, being happy's not an option" Says who? LAUGH A LITTLE BIT MORE. Cherish moments u share w/ ppl u luv, think of jokes u share w/ friends instead of the insults given by insignificant ppl, remember faces u wont ever 4get and 4get faces u dont want 2 remember. The question of how 2 live the best life is always up 4 debate but 4 now, jus do wut ur doin, its worked hasnt it? U know its funny how the answers we look 4 wen we're older and the candlelight of our lives is melting the last piece of our wax, we've learned wen we're young:

Row row row ur boat

Gently down the stream

Merrily Merrily Merrily

Life is but a DREAM.

Fri, 30 Dec 2005 17:33:18 GMT

well, i had sum ppl over yesteday...we had a fun time and i would put up pics but dammit im 2 lazy

im goin 2 the movies 2night w/ bee since we havent gone out like all break so yea...

i have bio hw, and essay and worksheet and A PRESCRIBED ESSAY 4 TOK!!!!!!! aw fuker

well yea thats it lol

i got the right temperature 2 shelter u from the storm

Wed, 21 Dec 2005 20:26:36 GMT

I LUV THIS SONG IM LISTENIN 2!!!!! ::hint hint sean paul cd 4 birthday ::cough february 8th::

Now, i KNOW u wanna know wut ive been up 2...cmon, dont deny it lol...lemme break it down 4 ya

so monday i had kat roxy and sarah over and we ate shit and then we walked 2 amandas house 2 get sum tickets 4 vintage this friday and then walked kat 2 her grandmas cuz she had 2 go get sum strings 2 make sum anklets 4 the 4 of us, mynes is bright orange, cerean blue and grey (i know it sounds gatory bu w/e it looks pretty) Then roxy left and it was jus me and sarah 4 a while until bee came over and we watched coach carter cuz sarah had never seen it LOOK @ THAT BOW! I TIED THAT SHIT! LOL

Then yesteday went2 roxys 4 a getty and gift exchange YAY! FUKIN ALBERT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! doesnt know how 2 shop...so now i hafta go exchange a shirt alll the way 2 dolphin! gawd! UR AN INCOMPETENT BITCH! its ok tho im hopefully goin 2moro cuz i wanna c fun w/ dick and jane and im prolly gonna c it w/ tiffany so score!

and then friday 2 vintage....

saturday is xmas eve, goin 2 davie beach w/ the family 4 a colombian xmas eve, lord help me, roxy might come so score!

SUNDAYS XMAS!!!!!!!!!!!!! i want my gifts...u know its great wen family asks u 2g shoppin 4 urself but then they take it away, gift wrap it and now u hafta wait til the 25th! that sum buuuuullllllshit! ugh

so yea....:-D

MY NEW ANTHEM....not really but its good

Tue, 13 Dec 2005 23:55:28 GMT

GYM CLASS HEROES LYRICS

"Papercuts (The Reason For The Lesions) (Remix By Mr. Dibbs)"

She says she loves me
But she comes and goes when she pleases
When the door shuts
It's like another papercut
And now I'm stuck with a hand full of bandaids
Until she comes back around like them ceiling fan blades
Claims she loves me
But she cuts me into pieces
When I'm sewed up
Here comes another papercut
Now I'm stuck with a hand full of bandaids
Until she comes back around like them ceiling fan blades.....

We met 22 years back
Fresh out the womb
Now she consumes me,
No room for self these days
And she's so demanding
Do this, do that
Don't forget to take your medicine
I hate it when her face is invading my head again
The welcome mat reads "please take off your shoes"
But she disregards the statement
I've grown accustomed to bending my beliefs to
Satisfy her needs
But I'm fed up
With plugging cuts everytime they bleed
So I dip my pen in the puddle
What a bloody mess its been
Trying to end this struggle
But I love her,
She's the reason for the lesions
Man I love her
I start bleeding when she's leaving
And every scar on my fingertip is a reminder of
All the lessons learned
On my missions to try to find her but
I'll sit alone until she comes back home
And I'll be waiting by the phone

[phone rings:] "Hello?"

She says she loves me
But she comes and goes when she pleases
When the door shuts
It's like another papercut
And now I'm stuck with a hand full of bandaids
Until she comes back around like them ceiling fan blades
Claims she loves me
But she cuts me into pieces
When I'm sewed up
Here comes another papercut
Now I'm stuck with a hand full of bandaids
Until she comes back around like them ceiling fan blades.....

[On the Phone]
She don't live here no more
I heard she's staying down the street with the dead beat
That don't treat her right with two bad ass kids
Guilt and Regret
And I'm willing to bet
My last album that she's wishing she was kissing me

Man the nerve of this bitch
Pardon my French
But it's been 10 days
And I'm getting kind of light headed
Maybe I'll write her a letter in a gentleman's way
And send it with the hopes that she might get it
I can't believe I let her run all over me
But all I think about is
When she's here and holding me
I love her
She's the reason for the lesions
Man I love her
I start bleeding when she's leaving
And every scar on my fingertip is a reminder of
All the lessons learned
All my missions trying to find her and
I can't complain
I kind of like the pain
She ain't even got a name
She just lives in my brain
And says..

She says she loves me
But she comes and goes when she pleases
When the door shuts
It's like another papercut
And now I'm stuck with a hand full of bandaids
Until she comes back around like them ceiling fan blades
Claims she loves me
But she cuts me into pieces
When I'm sewed up
Here comes another papercut
Now I'm stuck with a hand full of bandaids
Until she comes back around like them ceiling fan blades.....

She says she loves me but
(she really thinks that im an asshlole)
She says she loves me but
(my ears are too big)
She says she loves me but
(i pick my nose too much)
She says she loves me but
(she says i never really listen)
She says she loves me but
(i take too many pills)
She says she loves me but
(i never pay my bills)
She says she loves me but
(i wait until the last minute)
She says she loves me but
(i dont try hard enough)

We realized we're both to blame, but what could we do?

Mon, 12 Dec 2005 21:56:02 GMT

I think its safe 2 say that i havent written in this isht in 4ever and a day so lemme jus give the new specifics

MIDTERMS WEEK! so far i have an A i tok and a B in math...im very confident in all my tests except history which i 4 SURE bombed... kinda...w/e who cares...breaks nearby!

Speakin of break...its about fukin time its here! so heres the plan....fun w/ dick ad jane next wed, munich on friday w/ deivid(im not sure tho) XMAS!!!!!! ice skatin...

went ice skatin last friday...i fell...hard...it suked. But the actual experience was off the hizzy! it was so much fun...i highly recommend it 4 all u guys...went w/ bee jeb sarah kat nikki roxy and saw sum ppl there

so sarah roxy kat and i have bcome our own lil group lol...we tried 2 get gaby involved but its jus not gonna happen...

gaby and i have been str8 over the pat week or so... (ys it always after?!?!?!!)

So theres a new 1 but w/e...hes so difficult....ugh

so i think those r the highlights.... lol

Wed, 16 Nov 2005 02:55:10 GMT

SENIORS SUK!!!!!!!!! JUNIORS FA SHO!!

WHO RUN IT?!

OH 7!!!!!!! U KNOW!

PHENOMENAL WOMEN!!!

Sun, 02 Oct 2005 04:18:26 GMT

Phenomenal Woman

Pretty women wonder
where my secret lies
I'm not cute or built to suit
a model's fashion size.
But when I start to tell them
They think I'm telling lies.

I say
It's in the reach of my arms
The span of my hips
The stride of my steps
The curl of my lips.
I'm a woman
Phenomenally
Phenomenal woman
That's me.

I walk into a room
Just as cool as you please
And to a man
The fellows stand or
Fall down on their knees.
Then they swarm around me
A hive of honey bees.

I say
It's the fire in my eyes
And the flash of my teeth
The swing of my waist
And the joy in my feet.
I'm a woman
Phenomenal woman
That's me.

Men themselves have wondered
What they see in me
They try so much
But they can't touch
My inner mystery.
When I try to show them
They say they still can't see.

I say
It's in the arch of my back
The sun of my smile
The ride of my breasts
The grace of my style.
I'm a woman
Phenomenally
Phenomenal woman
That's me.

Now you understand
Just why my head's not bowed
I don't shout or jump about
Or have to talk real loud
When you see me passing
It ought to make you proud.

I say
It's in the click of my heels
The bend of my hair
The palm of my hand
The need for my care.
'Cause I'm a woman
Phenomenally
Phenomenal woman
That's me.

Maya Angelou

Mon, 26 Sep 2005 01:13:56 GMT

i need honest opinions...

would u bother w/ sum1 who verbally frustrates u often and either way doesnt believe u'll make it as friends in the long run?

or would u stick w/ it and get irritated evry so often?

Jus wen i think ive taken more than would a fool

Tue, 20 Sep 2005 21:11:57 GMT

So its been a REAL long time since ive updated...i feel like thats been my 1st sentence in the last 10 entrys lol...

Um no skool 2day cuza rita...ppl apparently r takin more caution since katrina fuked us all but ritas not been bad...i mean I STILL HAVE ELECTRICITY!

Skools alright i guess, its amazin how much u can push urself wen u know no easier way huh?

JUNIOR RINGS! @ 1st i wanted a gold 1 but now i dont, i figure id rather spend the money on other stuff so imma get an ultrium ring w/ the white sapphire in sunburst imperial cut and my full name engraved inside. The cavman side and the IB emblem on the other...simple but cute...and i can match it w/ anythin so righteous!

this weekend we're celebratin marcus's birthday @ sum restaurant and i need 2 go shoppin cuz we needa go semiformal so yea poopers...next week he wants 2g c flight plan and i kinda do 2 so it sounds like a plan lol

a few of my friends and i wanna go c madea goes to jail on stage in october...hopefully we can go cuz i really wanan c it. Ive fallen in luv w/ the tyler perry movies and it would b so awesum if we can c it live.

this weekend i went 2 sunset w/ tiffany, iyari, bee and jeb. Craig was supposed 2 go but he couldnt and we were supposed 2 meet up w/ sarah but that didnt happen either :-(...it all ended up alright tho. We went 2 gameworks and saw the UM/Clemson game (UM WON!) and we ate our fill and then went shoppin @ the gap 4 jeb...we saw just like heaven and u guys it was so cute...i highly recommend...

So im over the guy i talked about in my last entry...my last entry was like a month ago so yea lol...im movin on and yea things are better and promisin...no matter wut, ppl r always goin crack on me and the guys i like so who cares? ive grown used 2 it and it doesnt even matter anymore lol

So yea i'll holla @ yall sum other time...

My last time on earth i lived a world full of sin...

Thu, 01 Sep 2005 20:42:31 GMT

so im here @ bee's and ive realized i havent updated in like THE LONGEST! Shes choreographyin 4 her dance class, im writin obejectives 4 bio class...ah the difference IB students get in high skool ::rolls eyes::

Well im guessin a lot has happened since i last wrote so lets jus touch upon the importants 1s shall we?:

-KATRINA! bitch left me w/o power 4 like 4 days...slept over @ bee's (never again...shes horrible 2 sleep w/!) and my uncles (that was actually better)

-skool is w/e i guess i mnea....no detentions, no hatin trachers, no hatin ppl so yea jonis happy bout that :D

-only thing i can complain about is that i dont c a particular person often! >:o! Tiffany and yari c him so freakin much! but thats ayt tiff i get 2 c the freshy! (saw him 4 times 2day and we need 2 find his name out!) and yari i c ur 8 ball (hes really cool tho if actually listen 2 us id b so happy lol and not jus 4 me cuz hes cool) so yea poopers on this boys disappearance...

um i really dont have much more 2 say so yea til next time

OMG these things crack me UP!

Fri, 12 Aug 2005 23:25:01 GMT

::THINGS TO DO AT WALMART::::

1. Get 24 boxes of tampons and put them in carts of guys when there not looking.

2. Set all the alarm clocks in House wares to go off at 5-minute intervals.*

3. Make a trail of tomato juice on the floor leading to the ladies restroom.*

4. Walk up to an employee and tell him/her in an official tone: 'Code 3 in House wares' . . and see what happens.

5. Go to the Service Desk and ask to put a bag of M&M's on lay-away.

6. Move a 'CAUTION - WET FLOOR' sign to a carpeted area.

7. Set-up a tent in the Camping Department -- and tell other shoppers you're sleeping over; invite them in, if they bring pillows from the Bedding Department.

8. When a clerk asks if they can help you, begin to cry and ask: "Why can't you people just leave me alone?"*

9. Look right into the security camera, use it as a mirror and pick your nose.*

10. While handling guns in the Hunting Department, ask the clerk if he knows where the anti-depressants are.*

11. Dart around the store suspiciously, while loudly humming the theme from "Mission Impossible."*

12. In the Auto Department, practice your "Madonna look" using different sized funnels.

13. Hide in a clothing rack . . . and when people browse through, say: "PICK ME!!! PICK ME!!!"*

14. When an announcement comes over the loudspeaker, assume the fetal position and scream "NO!...It's those voices again!!!"*

And last but not least:

15. Go into a fitting room, shut the door and wait a while, then yell loudly: "There's no toilet paper in here!"

I KNOW YALL LAUGHED 2!

Thoughts on Paper

Madea

Lo que pido

I AINT SCARED OF NO PO PO!!!

its so toasty in my house....

quizzes....i dont wanna do hw :(

I really should get 2 my math IA

so sick of wishing he were still here...

2day i want a slllluuuuut

Will someone care?

i got the right temperature 2 shelter u from the storm

MY NEW ANTHEM....not really but its good

We realized we're both to blame, but what could we do?

PHENOMENAL WOMEN!!!

Phenomenal Woman

Pretty women wonder where my secret lies I'm not cute or built to suita model's fashion size.But when I start to tell themThey think I'm telling lies.

I sayIt's in the reach of my armsThe span of my hipsThe stride of my steps The curl of my lips.I'm a woman Phenomenally Phenomenal womanThat's me.

I walk into a roomJust as cool as you pleaseAnd to a manThe fellows stand or Fall down on their knees.Then they swarm around meA hive of honey bees.

I sayIt's the fire in my eyes And the flash of my teethThe swing of my waist And the joy in my feet.I'm a woman Phenomenal womanThat's me.

Men themselves have wonderedWhat they see in meThey try so much But they can't touchMy inner mystery.When I try to show themThey say they still can't see.

I sayIt's in the arch of my back The sun of my smileThe ride of my breastsThe grace of my style.I'm a woman PhenomenallyPhenomenal woman That's me.

Now you understandJust why my head's not bowedI don't shout or jump aboutOr have to talk real loudWhen you see me passing It ought to make you proud.

I sayIt's in the click of my heels The bend of my hair The palm of my handThe need for my care. 'Cause I'm a woman Phenomenally Phenomenal woman That's me.

Maya Angelou

Jus wen i think ive taken more than would a fool

My last time on earth i lived a world full of sin...

OMG these things crack me UP!

Pretty women wonder
where my secret lies
I'm not cute or built to suit
a model's fashion size.
But when I start to tell them
They think I'm telling lies.

I say
It's in the reach of my arms
The span of my hips
The stride of my steps
The curl of my lips.
I'm a woman
Phenomenally
Phenomenal woman
That's me.

I walk into a room
Just as cool as you please
And to a man
The fellows stand or
Fall down on their knees.
Then they swarm around me
A hive of honey bees.

I say
It's the fire in my eyes
And the flash of my teeth
The swing of my waist
And the joy in my feet.
I'm a woman
Phenomenal woman
That's me.

Men themselves have wondered
What they see in me
They try so much
But they can't touch
My inner mystery.
When I try to show them
They say they still can't see.

I say
It's in the arch of my back
The sun of my smile
The ride of my breasts
The grace of my style.
I'm a woman
Phenomenally
Phenomenal woman
That's me.

Now you understand
Just why my head's not bowed
I don't shout or jump about
Or have to talk real loud
When you see me passing
It ought to make you proud.

I say
It's in the click of my heels
The bend of my hair
The palm of my hand
The need for my care.
'Cause I'm a woman
Phenomenally
Phenomenal woman
That's me.